woohoo!

no more days counting cause i lost count.

2011-12-26T04:18:00.003+08:00

finally i am feeling better! HAHAHA seriously, cause i am too busy thinking bout everything of life, can't be bothered by you anymore, you and your bullshit, trying to attract attention everytime, from whoever that would. i win. like seriously.

No more day counting but still, day 8

2011-12-19T20:33:00.001+08:00

I felt the agony inside, can't accept the fact that you're not mine anymore, not someone for me to wake up to, not waking up for me anymore.

I am always always always there for you when you need me and now I m missing you like mad and stress over school work, whose here for me? I am there for you even after our broke up, helping you in every given opportunity, but now that you don't need me anymore you throw me away like how you always do it.

no more counting of days

2011-12-19T05:20:00.001+08:00

i said argony end, but it is destroying me from the inside.

2011-12-19T02:20:00.000+08:00

agony ends today. right away.

Day7

2011-12-18T21:36:00.001+08:00

Suddenly keep thinking of you!

Day 6

2011-12-18T07:44:00.001+08:00

Going to go on a date with Charmaine yet I'm still thinking of you, I'm glad that I've got this blog for me to rant and talk with free will, or Else I think I will cope everything up and explode.

Day 5

2011-12-17T04:14:00.003+08:00

i am not taking any hint, i am not going to do anything any more, if you really want me that badly, text me. just a simple text putting your ego and everything down telling me you still love me and i'll jus give it everything i've got. i dont know if you're reading, i dont know if you know it or not, i'm giving it two days, till 4.15 in the midnight of sunday or monday if you wanna put it. if i never receive anything from you. i am going to throw everything away, no a single thing left, giving it everything i've got to jus throw you away, getting you out of my life and going on with my life, i've go nothing more to wish for.. thats all. anything later than that is not going to work, nothing.

day 4

2011-12-16T01:24:00.002+08:00

i saw your twitter, it broke me utterly, it appear that. there is someone out there making you crazy over him. it destroy me inside out, it make me wonder if we were even real.. if someone out there can touch your heart jus like that, who am i to you?

Day 3

2011-12-15T11:09:00.001+08:00

Morning of a day 3, the moment I wake up all I wanna do is to check your twitter and see if there is any hint telling me to go back.

Day 3

2011-12-15T00:13:00.001+08:00

I am getting better.

Day2

2011-12-14T14:52:00.001+08:00

I have no freaking idea what you want anymore, back thn when I pass you my hardisk, you were watch the vids, I want to kiss you so badly, when I'm chasing you around, I wanna hug you do badly, but you told me you jus wanna be friend. What do you expect me to do? You said you love single life, what can I do? I really dont know, after that day you seems to be avoiding me, I have no idea why that happen, is it because I didn't do anything? Argh, fuck my life. You don't see me using this phase frequently, but I really feel like it now.

Day 2

2011-12-14T04:11:00.001+08:00

I can sense my sore throat coming.

Day 2

2011-12-14T03:47:00.002+08:00

8 hours into the 2nd day.
i am still thinking of ways to get you back.
know it is impossible.

Day 2

2011-12-14T01:33:00.001+08:00

Why does every single little shit remind me of you? Even a tomato scramble egg can kept you in my mind for a while.

2nd day

2011-12-13T22:28:00.001+08:00

Jus woke up from a nap and realize that, after so long, you're still the first thing that comes to my mind upon waking up.

Day 2

2011-12-13T20:27:00.001+08:00

Officially 2nd day.

i am still in the damn first day.

2011-12-13T15:36:00.001+08:00

卢俐莹

still that mother fucking day 1

2011-12-13T15:34:00.003+08:00

wtfffff, i know i shouldn't be thinking of ways to get you back, but i am keep constantly thinking of it. OMFG

SERENE LOH LIYING

day 1

2011-12-13T11:19:00.002+08:00

miss you like a mad mother fucker.

2011-05-18T05:30:00.001+08:00

haha (: sabrina! you make me unsleep-able. ):

Firstdayofschool

2010-10-12T14:41:00.001+08:00

First day of school ain't that awesome cause there are no pretty girl in my class!! Awww poor me!
Plus today feci is kidda creepy !how?~
Spotted couple of average pretty girl haha

May me with you

2010-10-11T20:12:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was tiring worked for dad although the job ain't heavy but due to that I am still in a state of diarrhea..
Something I saw while I was working actually make me feel very fucked ..
Four dog actually attacked one small little kitten, it is really painful just looking at how the dog holding the kitten with it's mouth.. Running off to somewhere to enjoy that feast of their's

iPod touch

2010-10-10T07:49:00.001+08:00

Bought a new iPod touch yesterday
We know our new classes already and mine is w54e which is quite far):

2010-09-29T09:25:00.001+08:00

damn long never post for my blog already! cut my finger ytd! pain):
er... kidda bored with current life luh! still thinking of the same person! (:
hope that new clas will give me some hope! loves!

2010-05-05T09:44:00.001+08:00

today she never come to school due to the "one week one day off" which i do not posses..D: damn
feel for coffee.

2010-05-04T13:18:00.000+08:00

YAY WAKE UP YOUR IDEA PLEASE! :D

2010-05-03T13:24:00.002+08:00

YAY! atleast we click a little tiny bit better than yesterday.. WOOHOO!~ wahahaha
hey but i'm bored now hoWW?

2010-05-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

sad to say just now was chatting with her .. somehow we just do not "click" the topic got cooler and cooler and vanish into thin air.. D:

2010-05-02T20:36:00.002+08:00

:D cut my hair! yay~ argh! addiction over the last picture i post on the blog.. damn..
the addiction is like getting heavier and heavier .. HOW!!! she is getting more and more adorable!!! D:

2010-04-30T12:45:00.002+08:00

jang xuhan
yesterday went out with her and other w64m classmate, she really adorable.
cant stop myself from thinking of her.. AHHHHHHH D: how i wish i am in w64m everysingle day.. ;D love ya!~ hopefully this time round it is not just a crash.

2010-04-29T09:42:00.002+08:00

sorrow fill everywhere in me.. upon hearing stories my old sorrow revived, strike back and manage to conquer my body.
hope oreo can make me happier.

2010-04-20T15:02:00.001+08:00

okie now in the class listening to other people's presentation..
upon her saying"the land exposed to sun would make it infutile and unable to do anything."
i'm thinking so if my little bro kena exposed to sun would it become infutile too? *giggle to myself* :D

2010-04-16T09:12:00.001+08:00

woah.. got this picture from some weird ass web .. find it kidda cool to just jot it down.. well this is the real way how the rabbit and turtle race goes on.:D

2010-04-15T14:27:00.003+08:00

ever since the last post i have phobia coming to my own blog.. D: so i update only until now.
the picture is really toooooo scary... D:

okay from the uniform i'm wearing .. you should know that thispicture is quite old..

2010-03-29T18:49:00.002+08:00

if i say i didn't laugh out loud upon seeing this picture i think i am lying.. what the fuck is she thinking? D: taking this picture already is beyond what i can accept already she even post it on a fucking facebook? i wonder what the fuck is she really thinking?? but after looking at it for more than 5 min you would feel disgusted and that is the side effect.. ><
kiss my ass!

2010-03-27T07:20:00.004+08:00

this is my nephew! hahas he damn cute laa!! ><
seriously.. i think that girl that are gorgeous once she is born ain't any more attractive than girl who ain't pretty yet they still look gorgeous and pretty! they are less self-centered and lesser complains..
oh and continuation of last post.. i think the more i look at that picture the more she look pretty.
>

2010-03-24T14:21:00.003+08:00

this is the most recent and the most decent pic i can find already.. ;D
i dream of this girl but not the one in the last post today..! +.-
well it all went well it is just a crush for the one mentioned last post.. and it lasted only for a day.. ;D
anyway this girl ah i think that you look wayway more gorgeous last time laa.. now you look like... "ahem" never mind.. X.X

2010-03-23T17:23:00.002+08:00

guess what.. till before today i wasn't thinking of anyone..
and i had a dream of someone! seriously!
ong hui lien! dammit why her?? LOLS! she's damn pretty! D: hope it is just a crush! ._.

2010-03-22T17:39:00.001+08:00

a human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. specializations are for insects. — robert a. heinlein ♥

2010-03-07T20:30:00.002+08:00

class chalet over already.. this class is really over :3
phuisee damn surprice that you came here and look at my blog :D
somehow bored of my life.. the thought of going into a new class make me a little depress .. want to pamper someone.. but .. seriously someone haven appear in my life yet:D
i am REALLY single now:D i ain't thinking of anyone and yea! love everyone!

2010-02-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

hahas.. saw you facebook status is "in a relationship" .. aLITTLEbit depress..D:
but.. haha .. over already la probably wouldn't be in the same class as you're in anymore..
start working already.. damn tired, sleep like pig sia..-.- 7/8 am sleep till 5/6 in the noon..D: siaoliao

2010-02-05T23:50:00.003+08:00

it is like .. oneday, L4D2 release and another day dismissal of w15n 2009/2010
i really love this class..
i try not refering to any resources and name everysingle person from the class..
zeus,zhilei,muzz,amirah,amina(mas),fir,tangzhe,bingjie,sharon,phuisee,charmaine,chatherine,nigel,kent,hema,vikness,evelyn,yueting,audadi,nurul,xavier,fifi,natasha
and i miss one out.. i cant rmb who..-.-
wtf...
seriously failure classmate i am..
but i really looking forward to the classchalet that we are organizing! <3:D

2010-02-01T08:57:00.001+08:00

damn la thunder :D today last day cognitive .. seriously gonna miss this crap class tho we never really got close but they are damn fun and when we never get close we do not have to fake them ... :D

2010-01-30T01:48:00.002+08:00

upgraded to window 7 :D
pokemon, crazy taxi.
meepoh.
shallowly in love with thunder:D
minor unhappiness within buradders
what is so tough about life?? seriously everything is tough but it just matter how you faced it..
falling in love can be tough but i happen so easily.. forgetting someone is so easy yet some people make it hard.
red belt, knowledge, fighting skills and fucking lots more .. gratitude towards you, my friend ..

2010-01-18T14:23:00.002+08:00

should i post another post for the day??:D really want to but damn tired lei! argh fine..
new year resolution #1 : post more often.
D: now damn hungry later wanna makan first before meeting guolin..
maybe go makan with shaun luh:D
today decided to not be a team leader and just be a worker, rather disappointed with the team performance.. argh nah .. don't wanna say anything more le la..D: i am not a back stabber !! buh..

yesterday damn good! bro treat me good food! buahaha!

2010-01-18T13:02:00.003+08:00

today is cognitive..damn sian
i swear!

2010-01-12T11:18:00.003+08:00

lols everything love love love damn "so not Kane like":D
but seriously damn boring lei nowadays school are boring only some dude or babe are fun..D:
most of em damn paranoid?hahas D:
"i am serious*puppy eye look*, i not lying *still puppy eye look*"
lameshit

2010-01-11T11:20:00.001+08:00

now in school just finish watching the haipaitianxin epi 11 :D
seriously damn nice..
how come i still love her so much??:D

2010-01-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

removed everysingle thing in my blog.. open to public again..
ifearifearifear,i fear to fall inlove again , i fear to love someone again.
i do not have the confident of providing what they need to them anymore.
i used to be so confident that if i am really into getting a girl it can be so easy,
but it is just all so superficial, i do not know now that i am typing this .. would i feel that what and how i am feeling right at this moment would be consider stupid by the me tomorrow, it always happen this way i am always laughing at my older post, so childish, so naive , so stupid

yes i still have feeling for genevieve ng shimin i think i have to be frank to myself...
but even if she is single, even if she like me again ... i do not have the confident to take her as my girl anymore and not just her... everyone else.. it is just the same..
i feel that everything else in the blog is not needed so i deleted them away.. blog should remain as a blog, a dairy, a journal for you to note down what the fuck are you thinking at the moment when you're typing it for you to look back and look at what mistake had you done.. no point to be so colourful isn't it? for people who are still confident.. cherish it before you lost it.. i am worse, i do not even know how the fuck i lost it.. what is the reason..
zuzu armstrong told me this before.. a guy's first love will follow him down his grave.
but i beg to differ.. a guy's first true love will drag him into the grave.. :) and loses faith in it.. i just do not trust love anymore..

2009-11-13T14:50:00.003+08:00

why did you say such a thing?:D i had given up and i dun wish to be in this type of shit anymore it is very irritating to have to handle all this.

even if what you say is true then i think i wun be participating in this competition . lets be friend:D
friends are nice kane is nicer as friend.

2009-11-10T23:47:00.001+08:00

suddenly i lost the anwser to this question again.
who am i?

2009-11-09T10:10:00.001+08:00

when you ask me who is the one i love the most i can only name one name and that is...

genevieve ng shimin

2009-11-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

rabbish post..

2009-10-22T22:51:00.002+08:00

fail my BTT .
kind of sad .
retaking on the 16th of nov .
disappointment .

2009-10-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

undead knight.
insufficient sleep.
nice orange juice.
nice dior perfume.
no new clothes.
screwed up 2nd week of school.
mess up 3rd week's grade.
boring class.
screwed up personality i have.

2009-10-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey Jude don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better

And any time you feel the pain, Hey Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Na na na na na
na na na na

Hey Jude don't let me down
You have found her now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

So let it out and let it in
Hey Jude begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you
Hey Jude you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder

Na na na na na
na na na na Yeah

Hey Jude don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you'll begin to make it better
Better, better, better, better, better, Yeah,Yeah,Yeah

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na, Hey Jude!

"hey jude" by the beetles

2009-10-18T23:52:00.002+08:00

work from last night 10pm-8am
travel to swimming and waiting for people 8am-10am
swimming 10am-2pm
slack 2pm-4pm
travel to amk for ktv 4pm-4.30pm
ktv 4.30pm-10.30pm
makan10.30pm-11pm
travel home 11pm-11.45pm
now 12pm
26 hour of not sleeping and vigorous exercise..-.-

going to sleep now.. yawn*

2009-10-15T23:12:00.005+08:00

i am posting almost the same time as yesterday .
another disappointment .
when i set my mine on you .
once again i gain another setback .
mum's birthday .
happy birthday mum .
hope you like the gift .
hope you like the cake .
if school is a misery to you .
you appearing in my life is a misery to me .
not dedicated to anyone except for myself .
do not ask me who as i wouldn't even bother to remember today .
restriction on posting again .
i hate this type of thing .
i can't post what so ever i want to post .
as someone out there would be sad .
but me not able to post it out would be sadder .
but i kane who care for others a thousands time more than i care for myself .
sometime i really hate it this way .
as i wouldn't be able to do/write nor say what ever is really in my heart .
if you understand what i mean .
a coffee spilled would leave a stain there .
it would never ever go away .
and cause i am kane who would rather make myself suffer than to see other people suffer .
and this is why i hate going into a relationship .
cause even when i know that i am suffering .
as long as you whom i do not love anymore happy i am contented .
and this is kane .
i can't bear to see anyone to put on a sad face .
and i rather i am sad .
trying to be happy .
i love kane .
i hate kane .
i am kane .

2009-10-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

now that i am posting again .
thing changed .
we are not us anymore .
the term WE had changed to you,me and them .
why bother putting on a fake mask and tell people the fake story ?
it is all because that homo sapien are all selfish.
homo sapien stands for modern human .
does modern means forgetting the pass happiness so easily ?
if that is the fact then i rather i stay as what human are firstly formed .
at least we stay united as one .
let us not talk about being united but at least i am not looking at bunch of people putting fake smile giving fake laugh .
i am bored .
i thought you and them could make my life better .
it appear that it is not .
i am still me .
i do not do things that my mind tell me not to .
i do not put on a fucking fake mask and face you all .

and now ,
i rather be out of this team .
be call a spoiler .
and laughing at you and them for not able to face each other with the true face of yours at a corner in my own world .
cause my world is now truly mine .
it is not anymore invaded by bunch of people who could make me laugh the hell out .
i am the god of my own world .
i decide who should be in and who should be out .
and now i decide to kick all of you out .
because mutation occur and now you and them appear like a bunch of monster to me .

labels: E37A

2009-10-03T15:20:00.003+08:00

long since i last posted on any of my blog..
be it private blog or this one..
awfully spend holidays..working the job you do not like to work..
having no one that really understand you..
why must i get the pressure that other teenager doesn't have to endure..
i work the work i do not like.. while other people can slack the life through and get the equal things that i am getting.. hais..
life is just getting tougher and the dim light that shows happiness is not getting any brighter.. for me at least..
i need someone..anyone..
whom accept me for who i am and what i do..cause i wouldn't change just because who you are..
i saying this not targeting anyone specifically.. i love myself for who i am and what i do.. do not bother trying to change me:D

2009-08-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

friends are not for show, picture are not for blogging,
cake are not meant to fill stomach, jesmine green tea ARE meant to be drink:D

friend are there when you need them the most and they are not being expected the most..
picture are not for blogging but it is to let you capture down your stupid/happy moment and keep it forever..
cake are the sweet thoughts/ best wishes to you from all your friends/families.
but yes jesmine green tea are meant to be drink to complete everysingle thing.

2009-08-22T00:49:00.002+08:00

hahas..is this how a wonderful boyfriend should be??:D
she celebrate your birthday and gave you a surprise as well as a wonderful present.
when it is her birthday is this how you treat her??:D
putting every single thing infront of her birthday?she would seriously appreciate it if you are to give her a wonderful birthday:D

now that i'm out.. i stand at a perspective that i'm able to see everything from the top..just give her more attention in a good way please??:D

bro think about it okie??:D

2009-08-21T00:53:00.002+08:00

after changing the blog songs i love my blog:D
hahas stress from all sorts of thing D:
friend going through break up(s)..
special day coming:D just in a few days time and i would receive my present..hahas:D

studying late into night nowadays, cause i can't study in the day..hahas
well it pretty nice~ sleeping in the day a wake in the night:D
suddenly my nose so itchy ..-.- is someone thinking of me??:X*scratch**scratch*
okie done~
understanding text three is still pretty easy for the last two paper..there would be another paper tmr wondering if it would be easy as well:D hopefully:D

anw my email for msn is orangeguy_1991@hotmail.com if you have anything want to ask me can just add me okie?:D samsamsam:D

2009-08-19T00:44:00.002+08:00

for this type of thing you cant rely on your friend already:D you have to stand up yourself..friend is just a handrail for you to pull yourself up:D lalala is always right~

hahas just tagged this to someone's tagboard.
from my experience and from looking at how my friend stand up again i come to this conclusion. you have to get over the problem yourself you can't rely on anyone as if you're having problem with feeling handling, anyone you're finding are just replacement for him/her :D

2009-08-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

i miss the time where it is zee's birthday:D we all went over to the multi purpose hall near to civic center and had hell lots of fun!:D lovely people..time flies and now we are separating. i really did enjoy this period of time with everysingle of you be it good or bad, happy or sad, it is all gonna be a memory that follow me through my life..i do not know how to phase it but .. this is the best class i ever had in my entire 17 years of life..i never had a class that do not have rivalry between groups in class..everyone seem to be able bond with everybody:D
JAIHO!!!JAIHO!!JAIHO!!
i love you! we are who we are E37AWESOME!!all of you are extremely awesome!:D

2009-08-14T00:51:00.002+08:00

okie not long since i last posted..but damn long since i posted in this blog!!HEH
life are going as per-normal now..i'm 18 already:D liquors ciggarette everything can..hahas restriction is the most important:D nothing is wrong doing it but doing it to much is wrong when it comes to everything:D
august is a good month for everyone as it is kane's birthday:D but this particular august is the worst august i had ever went through..but i belief that things are just going to get better and better:D lovely days ahead of all this rocky road. time are tough life are hard. but there are always nice things infront if you could endure through the tough-ness if you couldn't and you stray off half way your nice things that are infront would stray off as how you did it as well:D

2009-07-22T14:42:00.000+08:00

We were both young
when I first saw youI close my eyes
And the flashback startsI'm standing there
On a balcony in summer airSee the lightsSee the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh ohI got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said, marry me JulietYou'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh'
Cause we were both young when I first saw you

2009-06-29T15:25:00.001+08:00

live you life for good
it is not how you achieve your dreams it is how you live you life.
if you live you life the right way the dream will automatically comes to you.
but what is the right way??thought of it??O.o
give it some thought..

2009-06-14T09:20:00.002+08:00

once upon a time there is this five people who went for movie at plaza singapura..
kane hate horror movie a lot but everyone elses want to watch horror and they do not want kane to be out so kane just sacrifice himself for the sake of the others and go and watch it..
to put it in a nice way is kane hate horror movie but instead is that he is scare. D:

SO in the most of the time during the movie he is either not looking at the screen or using him bag to cover himself...WTF

but "drag me to hell" kane grade it as 3/5

2009-06-11T04:28:00.004+08:00

oh yaaaaa. continue from last post..:D
OMG-ZXCVBNMASDFGHJKJHGFDS
i am so retarded when come to mind games...HOW COME~!
all the game i am almost always the last to figure it out..:D SUCKS~
D: adem really i full of surprise..:D so many freaking games~~!@#$%

just gotten my TBC picture..D: gonna change my badbadbadbadbad habit of catching flies with my mouth..:D super ugly..D: sad-ed
but it is really fun!! people whom can go should definately go...:D sleep good eat good play good thats all i can say..:D

2009-06-09T04:01:00.003+08:00

it is 0401hours now..
i haven sleep yet..SORREH~

omg laa sentosa outing with my classmate is totally fun!! adem the bartender. kane the charger. ice the cooler. nic the shower-er E37AWESOME now i realise how united our class really is.. i actually thought that manymany people would not be going to this outing due to the fact that we only know each other for one freaking month. but end up almost the whole class are there.. only a couple of them are not there due to more important stuff.. because of this outing people push away their family outing, girlfriend outing and even working. unbelievable

i love my class soo much!! E37AWESOME~

the aftermath of the outing sucks.
people who cant drink start drinking and get drunk, vomit around sleeping around in orchard. retarded..D: if cannot drink dun drink lei..D:

i start to peel like mad already if you see me half naked nowadays please look at my back.. D: altho it is not painful but it is really itchy..sucks

2009-06-08T03:58:00.002+08:00

TEE-HEE

should be sleeping lei kane..D:
hahas workworkwork..i want to work. i want to strive for the best..
somehow i am doubting myself again.
why have you become so religious? you are not you anymore..sorry if i provoked you.
life is about purpose..
god do not judge someone till the last day of their life..
so in your life make sure you had do what ever you have to do luh..haha
achieve the not-achievable. make the impossible possible.

2009-06-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

you want freedom and life from me?...
and where is mine now??O.o

2009-06-02T00:32:00.002+08:00

time for my own blog.
the recent few night had been such long night,insomnia insomnia and more insomnia
finally things had being resolved although not to say totally but it is still working the way to resolving..i believe that the what i am doing now would bring me to where i should be..just follow my heart and the god will lead me to where i should be:D

2009-05-30T23:42:00.002+08:00

i love my current life yet i hate it so much cause i am not doing anything useful to improve my future lifestyle, hmms..i wonder where i should focus more on..O.o
i gave up so many things in order to be in my current status,i gave up secondary school friends which i make sure i would get back them,i gave up my canoe interest group which i really have no time to do it.i then gave up the time in company for my girl..HOW ..sucks

but all this things wouldn't bring me down cause i would overcome them one by one and stand on the peak of the mountain to shout

"KANE RAWKS!"

2009-05-29T00:01:00.002+08:00

hell many things happen in the last two week.
kissed/hugged/quarrel/worried/better/back to normal <<< relationship wise
NDO1 /got fly aeroplane by all appt/ demoralised/motivated again by NDO CHECKLIST that is in my mind.
gonna update my NDO checklist again!! many point more to add to my checklist liao..

i love you forever and i believe that as long as i am with you i will get the chance to get you over:D

2009-05-26T23:32:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YAZHEN!~~雅蓁！！！ AND I FEAR NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT IT!

2009-05-14T10:50:00.003+08:00

actually the entire world stands with Christ, or else we wouldn't be calling AD2009 as AD2009. AD stands for Anno domini which is a Latin word call"In The Year Of Our Lord." no matter which religion you are in you are still consider "unfaithful"am i not right?
in your religion you are not suppose to get involve with other religion but living in this world itself already pulls you into involvement with the Christianity.
so everyone is unfaithful and thus everyone will be going to hell?this is something i don't belief in, i am a free thinker, i do not belief in hell nor heaven. you die, you are only left with you body, why bother restricting your current life with something you don't even know exist a not.
logic stands in everything OTHER than religion it is logic that dead people cant revive but in Christianity Jesus revived and raise to heaven, it is contradicting with logic and why are people still believing in religion if it is not logical?
I've got a thinking that people believe in religion with the thinkng that they could achieve what they wans to achieve example living in the world forever, not dying, not aging, not rotting but is it even logical that you wun age?die?decompose? NO that's logic. religion is contradictng with logic but people still believe in it.. i wonder why..0.o

2009-05-07T11:09:00.001+08:00

ARGH weird people should die..=X

2009-05-07T08:03:00.000+08:00

haha sorry for the confuse made .=D

2009-05-01T19:55:00.002+08:00

this is my 101th post in this blog.

i had times that i post once/twice everyday i had times that i post every once every month, even once every two month.
the first post is when i just join breeks and i broke up with my precious little ex girlfriend. i couldn't find any way to let off my anger and sad-ness so i decided to start a blog.i love you ! my bloggy you are always there for me when i am down to hear my stories.

E37A

2009-04-30T08:34:00.001+08:00

eh!!. you like me ar? if you like tell me la?0.o
to my little girlfriend..LOL~

2009-04-27T17:05:00.002+08:00

badbadbadbadbad day! didnt manage to contact hakim still,kim appear to be not interested in the work thingy..D:
slept in class..super tired hope jacob never notice that i fall asleep.D:
great guolin is coming down to company tomorrow..D:

boring post today due to the fact that really tired and not in the mood..D:

howhowhow?D: i seriously need an answer..:p

2009-04-20T23:09:00.001+08:00

today is really a boring day laa..only the time in the school was fun laa..hoho and today i know a new friend name wendy laa..=DD
she is like super duper friendly laa=DD goodgood~

haha hard challenge gonna work hard to win!!BUAHAHAHAHA

2009-04-19T09:23:00.003+08:00

republic polytechnic orientation camp was extremely fun!!!

friends i made!evelyn jinde jane maria chloe jason jason kailing fiza catrine

tug of war team!!CAPTAIN SUFIE!!!
MASCOT TEAM!!!!
and lastly i want to tell everyone that i am the one who went up to the stage to get the trophy for our whole school of applied science!!!if it is updated already go fucking hell take a good look!!!

and i took part in the tug of war competition!!

i love everyone! and i found a new challenge already~

2009-04-13T02:47:00.002+08:00

one phase.

"never let the one that laugh at you laugh too long,
never let the love ones wait too long,
the tough period will pass very soon,
and only the tough one will remain standing."

2009-03-28T16:24:00.002+08:00

blogging / boring day~

i blog only when i am bored and so ya now i am like freaking bored.D: and one of my friend is spamming me on msn that he wants porn video ..D: so i look like i have em?D:
ARGH!irritating..block!
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okie done.
peace once again.naruto and bleach latest manga out already~but i finish reading thm ytd already.D: super bored~~~i wanna go suntec buy cheapcheap book laa..finished reading the one i bought already..D: no book to read D:D:D:D:D:D:D:

howhow?omg my lap top only got two usb port..HOWHOW? haha kane is clever cause he bought the external usb port already~~got extra 3 so total 5!!!!HOHOHOHO KANE CLEVER I KNOW!

2009-03-20T00:22:00.002+08:00

i am a guy with a unique look.some says i am good and some just ignored me.i hate being ignored,it pisses me off so easily.i have a very nice family.two VERY good elder sister,one big bro that always nice to me.BUT i am always the one buying supper. D:
my dad is very nice.he work so freaking-ly hard just to hold up the whole family.my mum,sadly i am still unable to stop her from working i do not like to see her exhausted from her work. it breaks my heart.me,kane ong guo hua..omg have names like cane,power ranger?(my little cousin i do not understand why as well..lols)AU cause i've got a big flat nose..D: i am going to study at republic polytechnic (environmental science)

the day i love,cny..lost all my ang pao laa..D: always lose in gamble but i love the bonding there. valentine. although i do not know why i am always single during this day.i want to try celebrating this day with my dearest.my height is 173 and weight 63 i use to weight 70 then i got a diarrhoea then drop to 64 and then for no reason drop to 63.

i have 2 laptop,one psp and one 250gb external harddrive.
i am now single and not missing anyone hahas..=DD

2009-03-19T01:08:00.003+08:00

okie today i am going to explain why people are getting stupid-er.

stupid mum 80%give birth to stupid kid.and 20% to clever kid
clever mum 50%to clever and same for stupid kid.

so
70/200percent of clever kid and 130% of stupid kid.
future of earth is just a planet full of stupid people..lols

2009-03-16T20:15:00.002+08:00

longlonglonglonglonglonglong never bloggg alreadeh lei!!... >:D
YAY YAY today go TTSH[tan tock seng hospital] to check up on my ear.LOLS the doctor super duper pretty laa!!!but she never treat me its another very friendly guy doctor who come in later that treated me..D: sad-ed

and D: the doctor so weird ..dun wanna explain already..lazy type..hohohoho

my ear is okie already!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D its only infection the ear drum already patch up liao..heh!!cant wait to go swimming laa..YAYYAY!~

2009-03-04T17:36:00.002+08:00

hey peeps i gonna stoop working on the 7th of march CONFIRM ALREADY!!!I WAN TO ENJOY!!find me and have fun together okie??=DD
WL!! my laptop so nice laa..heeh!!tho i am using my computer noowww..heeh!!

never ending love!!heeh i am single laaaD:

2009-02-26T20:53:00.001+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Commitment
Looked down on
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Losing Someone
Death
http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear">What is your True Fear? http://www.gotoquiz.com/">Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

hahahaha

2009-02-25T21:04:00.002+08:00

hmm..first time blogging with this new laptop..to update everyone..i bought a 250gb external hard-disk a dell laptop kapo-ed my dad mouse .
my dad just plucked off two teeth so glad that its just those teeth that make his mouth swollen and not anything else..
my ear is still in bad condition..hopefully it would heal after going to the specialise and i'm going to stop working on the 7-03 haha finally after working for 3 month..i miss someone so badly howhow laa.D:

2009-02-16T09:14:00.002+08:00

went out with guolin changlin zulhilmi and mingyee on the VD
D:
where is my valentine laa D: sad-ed went for ball games and service on the Sunday now whole body aching D: omg laaa rhoda can do split lei!!D: SO strong.or is it scary..=X

work will stop most prolly on the 7th of march. then prepare for my school stuff .. computer clothes friends heh!shiok liao laa!!buahahahhahaha most prolly going to environmental science already but i'll still appeal to go other course after the first sem..buahahahahahah!! AIM AIM!!
integrated event management laaa..D:

2009-02-09T18:52:00.000+08:00

why cant yourealise im just not me without you.

why am i not "you"?

2009-02-09T17:33:00.000+08:00

cool new fone

2009-02-05T12:36:00.001+08:00

okie. date is fixed i'll be going down to TTS on the 16/3

2009-02-04T08:46:00.003+08:00

okie i am inspired by my brain to write this post..=D merely typing out the idea that he told me! :)
this might not be relevant to anything but just what i think that is right.. :)

friend.something important. jon.carol.genevieve. significant peoples in my current life.
sorry if your name is not in the list.they are there either is the because that they are very active in my current life or they had made a significant changes to my life.and most importantly is that they are the names that come out of my mind the moment i think of the "important friends" category.

2005 jon,2006 carol,2007 genevieve and 2008 nobody that i could thought of.
carol: good friend of mine that i have known for 4yrs.jon: 5yrs of good buddy.genevieve: 12 days of relationship but lose contact with her already.

do not know how to continue this post.i'll continue it on the next post.=D

2009-02-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

my ear is acting up again..flu not heal yet
wanna go bpmc today actually.fail to do so.mum force me to go sleep due to my flu and ear..
well i am happy.
should you people who are reading this be notice that soon i would be going for the surgery to mend my ear drum..remember to come visit me if i am warded..=D

2009-01-28T03:20:00.001+08:00

COUSINS ON FIRST DAY OF CNY!!